Monday, December 30, 2013

December 30

My baby girls,

I'm missing you a lot today. I've been having a hard time figuring out how to feel, how to balance my feelings, my thoughts. I miss you both so much. I'm so scared more and more time is going to pass, more things are going on and stuff is changing, not for the bad, but I'm scared of what things are to come. I don't want to leave you behind, I don't want to miss out on stuff with you. I guess that's what I need to come to terms with, what I need to accept. But how does one do that? How does a mother accept and move on from losing her children?

I want you to know how much you girls mean to me, how much I adore you, how much I love you and miss you. We are so blessed to have you as our daughters , blessed to have our family, blessed to call you our own. I love you my sweet baby girls, I love you forever & always

Goodnight my sweet angels, thank you for watching over all of us.
Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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