Hey sweet girls,

Tonight I went and subbed at the school again. It was a better night tonight, that was nice.

I'm still having a hard time answering the questions " do you have any kids?" Not in The way of acknowledging you, but in how to say it. I usually say "yes, but not with me.. " and then people ask where you are and then I feel like they should have already known the answer and not ask anymore.. Idk it's just a hard and confusing question to answer, one i feel I will never be prepared for.. But i know you girls are helping me everyday, because if you weren't...I wouldn't be here.

Goodnight my sweet beautiful girls, i love you so so so much.

Always & forever
Xoxo,mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."