Anxious

Hey baby loves,

We are officially home. We got home earlier this morning, picked up Carly and cleaned her up, and got home and have been resting and relaxing. It was a cloudy day when we left the beach, and we came home to a good bit of rain, so we have just been hanging out inside. It's been nice, I'm tired.

I start my new job weds girls, I hope I can do this. I'm gonna try , that's the least I can do right?

Thank you for watching over us, and being our wonderful miracles, our beautiful blessings. I know you are my guardian angels in so many more ways then one , you really are so wonderful. In as many ways I get upset because you are gone and not here with me, I thank The Lord above that I was blessed to have you in my life as long as I got to. It doesn't help me all the time, but I try to be happy and thankful about our time  instead of broken and hurt all the time. I feel jaded girls...

Goodnight my beautiful angels, I love you so very much. I miss you always.
Thank you baby girls..

Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."