Saturday, January 3, 2015

January 3.2014

Hey my pretty girls,

Tonight has been a night filled of thinking about you both.

These triggers come out of nowhere, and just hit you so hard and take you down so fast.. You don't expect them so you can't be prepared, you just get plowed down. Sometimes I'm sure I set myself up for some, or make myself think about some.. Idk if that sounds masachistic or what, but I just need the pain, need the hurt at times.. Need to remember all those feelings.. Need to make myself feel it girls..

I miss you both so much, I really truly just miss you more then I can say. I miss you, I miss you ., I miss you.

I love you Alena Marie and Jamie Rae,
My girls.. My beautiful baby girls.. My little butterflies

May my love for you be so strong that you feel it in your hearts always, and know momma is always with you baby girls.

I love you
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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