Today was different. I'm not quite sure what i expected today to feel like.. I feel like ive been anticipating a break down, but i don't think that really happened until we went to send off your lanterns.
Its been a rainy, foggy, cold day today. I was worried the lanterns wouldn't take off, but they did girls. We watched them until they disappeared again, like last year. Your cousin Delaney was a little confused about why we were doing them, and why i was crying.. I know its too hard for her to understand.. I mean most days i dont even understand.
Im just so grateful for this family i have, we have girls. How everyone cares & loves you both so much. That they acknowledge you, and say your names, and talk about you both with me.. it means so much more then any one of them will ever know. Because although you may not be here in person Alena and Jamie, you are always here in spirit, and alive in my heart.
I love you my beautiful baby girls, and not a day goes by that my heart doesnt ache for you, that my hands want to reach for you, that my lips want to kiss you..
I love you, i love you, i love you.. Always & forever
xoxo, my baby girls..
Momma loves and misses you sweet babies.
Happy Birthday my Loves..
" I ll love you forever
I ll like you for always
As long as im living
My babies youll be.."
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