Hey baby girls,
I've kinda had a hard day today missing you both. Been thinking about you both here lately so much, although I do all the time anyways.. We are just coming up on a lot. Christmas, your 1st birthday.. Just a lot. As much wonderful things The Lord has given us, life has also dealt us some crappy hands. Losing you two is by far the most hardest, worst pain and heartbreak I have ever felt in my life, and I know I'll never recover. I believe I will make it through this, but I will always know this.
I know you sweet little girls are watching over us, and have blessed us in so many wonderful ways. I know you are here, and continue to be here. I'm so proud and lucky to be your mom, to have such pure hearted beautiful children. As much as my heart aches for you and how I miss you so much, The Lord is taking care of you, and you know only good.. And I couldn't ask for more, because you deserve the world.
I love you Alena Marie and Jamie Rae. Thank you for hearing my prayers, and watching over all of us. I love you two so terribly much.
always & forever
Xoxo, mommy
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as Im living
My babies you'll be..."
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