Sunday, October 12, 2014

October 12.2014

Hey baby girls,

It's been 1 year and 9 months since I've seen your beautiful faces. It feels like every time I get to the 12th of a month, I have to stop and take a sec, because the date sets off so many emotions.

I was sitting in your brothers room with him tonight before bed, thinking about that. Thinking about how it will be 2 years since I had to let you go , to say goodbye. I don't cry as often now, but my heart still breaks everyday I wake up without you, and I feel the pain just as much as I did a year and 9 months ago...

My beautiful baby girls, I love you. I love you so  very terribly much. I miss you, I miss everything I'm not getting to do with you, every min I'm not getting to spend with you. I miss not getting to see you grow up, see who you would be, who would you look like , act like, be like ???

I love you my baby girls, I love you..
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

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