Thursday, April 24, 2014

April 24.2014

Hey beautiful girls ,

Today your daddy and I ran a lot of errands, or so it felt. It was just a very busy day, and now we are just winding down. I think I'm gonna head to bed while he does his hw.

I've had weird feelings today, I'm not sure why. Ever since this morning I have had I guess you could call, a déjà vu smell ? It keeps taking me back to Georgia hospital, where things started going so wrong but i still had so much hope for us... And I feel it's put me in a weird mood all day. I don't know, I'm not sure where this stuff comes from, or how it just hits me out of nowhere.. These triggers are horrible, and I know I should expect them.. But I don't. They hit me out of nowhere and I don't know how to always deal with them.. Idk..

Good night  my angels, I love you , I love and miss you so very very much.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be."

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