February 28.2014

Hey baby girls,

Well, we have reached the end of February, and also your mommys birthday today too. We all went out to dinner and then came back to our house for cake & presents. It was a nice day. Only thing that would've made it better, would have been having you two here with us.. Well, that would always make everything better. I miss you my sweet love bugs, I really do..

Goodnight my angels,
I love you both so terribly much. My heart aches for you everyday.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

 " I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

February 27.2014

Hey boo bears,

Well, mommy has got a 3 day weekend this week. I ended up working weds cause I was not working Friday, and I'm pretty excited to not be working a few days.. Give me some time to get to be off my feet !

I've been having to drink a lot of lemon water And v8 juice to try and help this crappy rash your momma has got.. I would like to think that it is working. I hate having to take meds with it though too. I'm just hoping it goes away soon girls.

Daddy is doing good. Still keeping up with school and homework. We had a late night last night so I think we are going to turn in early tonight. The weather is starting to cool down a little bit again. Makes it hard to get up in mornings again..

Goodnight my beautiful angels, I love you so very much. I miss you with my whole being, every day.
I love you'll always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

February 26.2014

Goodnight my sweet beautiful baby girls,

I love you and miss you both so very very much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind.. That I wish we were together.
Thank you for watching over us, for being our sweet, beautiful guardian Angels.

Goodnight my loves,

I love you so much. Always & forever

Xoxox, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

February 25.2014

Hey love bugs,

Today was a crazy day at work.  Just had a little bit more to do then I thought I did, but it all turned out okay. Had a little mishap of cutting my finger pretty good today, your daddy always says something smart when I do that. Prolly shouldn't tell him anymore, huh?

The weather is starting to cool down again. We have been in the mid 60s/70s . Grandpa says we have a chance of a rain/snow mix tomorrow morning.. It's going crazy over here.

This stupid rash is still kicking my butt girls. Some days I feel I might be beating it, but other days I feel it's just getting worse. I hope it goes away soon! It's exhausting being so itchy all the time.

Daddy is working on his hw, and I'm writing you and prolly going to hit the hay. Still one tired momma..

Goodnight my loves of my life, I truly adore, love, cherish, and miss you every single day. I feel I will never tell you that enough.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

February 24.2014

Hey you sweet peas,

I miss you two sweet girls.
Today was a pretty good day. I had a busy day at work, and then daddy cooked us an awesome dinner and we went and got some ice cream with aunt momo. Lately we have been so tired, we basically eat dinner , daddy does a little hw, then we go to bed. Things have just been a little emotionally draining lately, Well I guess at least for me at times. But I still have many many things to be grateful for, and I remind myself of that every single day.

My sweet darlings. I miss you, I cherish every moment we ever had together, and it look forward to the days I will see those beautiful faces again.

Always & forever my loves,
Xoxo , mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as living
My babies you'll be.."

February 23.2014

Goodnight my sweet beautiful angels.

I love you & miss you both so terribly. Thank you for being our guardian angels, for watching over us, for being the amazing girls that you are..

I love you Alena , I love you Jamie.. Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long  as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

February 22.2014

Hey sweet peas,

I love you. I love & miss you both so much. I was talking to a client today about losing you, about how devastating it was, and how my world turned upside down. How I felt I lost my faith, that I had nothing to look forward to, nothing to help me through this. But you two made me realize I will see you again, and that through all this, I need to stay strong in my faith to ensure I see your beautiful faces once again, to hold you and kiss you.. And truly never let you two go , ever again.

Thank you for being our guardian Angels. For watching over all of us, always. You girls mean everything to me. I love you, forever & always

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."