Wednesday, May 7, 2014

May. 7.2014

Hey love bugs,

Just wanted to write you and tell you goodnight and how much I miss and love you both. I think about you all the time.. And I wish we were all together, just like we are supposed to be. My sweet darlings, thank you for watching over your little brother, for being his guardian angels... For being ours.

I love you Alena Marie & Jamie Rae, I love you forever & always.

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.. "

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

May 6. 2014

Hey my sweet peas,

It's been so hot these past few days. Beautiful, just really hot. Grandpa and I have been doing pretty poopy with the pollen this year, I hope your brother doesn't have allergies likes us.

Daddy has a little break from school, and has really been enjoying that. I'm really glad because I know having little breaks in between makes a huge difference. He gets to watch a little more tv and work around the house now, both things he loves to do.

I miss you too girls so very very much. Angela called me today and we got talk about all you sweet babies.. And as hard as it is.. I'm thankful we know how to help each other .. Because sometimes I just don't know how I'm gonna get through.

Goodnight my beautiful baby girls, I love you and miss you both so very terribly much. Thank you for watching over us, for being our sweet angels.

I love you, forever & always

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

Monday, May 5, 2014

May 5.2014

Hey my sweet peas, 

Today was a really off day. I stayed home for most of the day today... I just had some really bad dreams and I'd didn't feel right the rest of the day. I always wonder why we can remember the really bad dreams , but Never the good ones it seems.. Idk

Goodnight my beautiful baby girls,I love and miss you both so much more then you could ever know. 
Thank you for looking over your sweet brother , and being our guardian angels. 

I love you both so very much, 

Xoxo, mommy 

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always 
As long as I'm living 
My babies you'll be.."

Sunday, May 4, 2014

May 4.2014

Hey boo bears,

Another day of pretty weather for outside work, or should I say your daddy worked. He cleaned the pool, mowed the yard,finished up the fencing for Carly.. He also jumped in the pool after mowing, crazy man!! It's still really cold, but he's way more brave then me.

The rest of the week is supposed to be really hot, so I am hoping it warms the pool up a good bit so we can get in. It's going to be different now being the ones with the pool, but it'll be nice having everyone over to hang out.

I think we are heading to bed early tonight, daddy must've wiped himself out today and yesterday because he doesn't like to head to bed early.. Good for me because I'm always tired.

Well goodnight my beautiful baby girls, I love and miss you both so very, terribly much.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

Saturday, May 3, 2014

May 3.2014

Hey pretty girls,

Daddy and I worked a bunch outside today. Well, I should say grandpa, grandma and daddy did. The pool is now opened, got rid of some bushes & trimmed more. Busy day. I'm thankful we have grandma and grandpa to help us so much, and be there for us.

Well, I guess I'm gonna go to bed, we have church in the morning.
Goodnight my beautiful baby girls. I love you, I love you both so very very much.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

Friday, May 2, 2014

May 2.2014

Hey girls,

Today has been an anxious day.. It's really like they just hit me out of nowhere.. I hate it so much. I wish I wasn't like this, i wish I wasn't so worried I'm gonna lose everyone ..

Today I sat outside for a little too long and burnt the tops of my legs and arms.. Oops. Won't be doing that again, doesn't feel good at all.

Grandpa says we are going to open the pool tomorrow, so that will be nice. It's gonna be a hot weekend.

Well goodnight my loves, I miss you both so very much and love you so very dearly. Thanks for being our guardian angels and watching over us..

Always & forever my loves,

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

Thursday, May 1, 2014

May 1.2014

My beautiful girls,

Today was the first day of May, entering another month. I went and hung out and grandmas house today with everyone. It was beautiful outside, perfect day. Grandpa says we are probably going to open the pool this weekend.

Daddy finished both his classes this week, and did really good on his exams/tests! I'm very proud of him. I know it's really hard on him but he's doing good.

I miss you both . I wish we were all lying in bed together. This was supposed to be your birth month, your birthdays...

I love you my sweet peas, I love you both so very very much. I miss you terribly.

Please never forget how much you mean to me, how much I cherish you..

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."