April 7.2014

Hey sweet girls,

I love you. I love and miss you both so very very much. So many things are bringing up so many memories and stuff.. I guess just triggers, idk. I just know you two are true angels, true guardian angels,. I feel we are where we are because of you two sweet girls, and the good Lord above. Idk what I would do without you, I truly don't.

So thank you. Thank you for being my girls, my sweet baby girls. How I wish I could tell you this in person, and kiss you and hug you so hard while telling you. But this blog is what I have, and how I hope you know all this every day anyways, blog or not. As your mother, that's all I ever want, is for you to know how much you mean to me, how much I love you, and how much I always will, forever & always

Goodnight baby girls, I love you.

Xoxox, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

April 6.2014

Hey love bugs,

It has been a very busy weekend for the Roush house over here. We have family staying over, garage sales, showers.. Just a bunch of things that went on. Nice thing is, everything went smoothly and nice and now just kinda calming down , which is good for my anxiety level.. Cause you know how your momma is.

I love you my beautiful baby girls, I love you both so very very much. I miss you terribly, and think about you all the time.

Goodnight my angels, thank you for watching over all of us, and being your little brothers guardian angel.

I love you, forever & always

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

April 5. 2014

Hey sweet peas,

Today has been a very long, busy day... For everyone. This is just a busy , filled weekend.

Grandma had her garage sale this morning, I think they did pretty good.

I'm getting ready to finish up my last week of work starting next week, so I'll be glad for that break. As much as I love my clients, I am really looking forward to being off my feet for a while.

We are having a good time visiting with daddy family. I know he very much loves having them here, and im glad they are here for him.

Goodnight my sweet beautiful girls, I love you and miss you both very very much.

All my love, always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

April 4.2014

Hey sweet peas,

Well I got a surprise today. Your grandma Marty was coming to visit this weekend, and your aunt niki showed up too! It's so very exciting to see both of them. Your daddy apparently knew the whole time but was very good about keeping it secret.

I think I'm gonna head to bed baby loves. Tomorrow is gonna be an early morning .. I feel like I'm never getting enough sleep anymore.

I love you my sweet peas, I love you so very much.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be..."

April 3. 2014

Hey boo bears,

I'm just writing to say goodnight tonight. Daddy worked with your great grandma to get her working with a cell phone, and I got home late tonight. Not too much going on, I just need to put my feet up and go to sleep.

Goodnight my little ones, I love you both so very very much, and miss you so very terribly.
Thank you for being our guardian angels, for watching over us.

I love you Alena Marie and Jamie Rae, always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

April 2. 2014

Hey baby girls,

Just writing to say goodnight. I was helping out at grandmas today, and we were all out side, so the heat definitely got to us today. I was almost wishing we had the pool open today! It's definitely becoming spring/summer weather, that's for sure.

I miss you both so very much. Nighttime truly is the worst part of the day when it comes to missing you, because I hate so much I'm not tucking you in, singing to you, and kissing you goodnight...

I love you my sweet baby girls, always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

April 1.2014

Hey sweet girls,

Well, we are officially into April now. I'm sure lots of people were playing April fools jokes, but luckily we didn't get any pulled on us today.

We are finally keeping some warm weather. It's was so pretty today, it was basically summer weather!  Im hoping it's like this for the rest of the week.

I've been having some hard days of missing you girls lately. I so much wish you were here, I feel I can't say that enough. I love you both so terribly much, I hope you never ever forget that...

Goodnight my beautiful loves,
I love you, forever & always

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."