Today would've been yours 3rd birthday.
I find myself being able to keep it together for the most part, but then having random breakdowns or bad times throughout the day. And then emotionally I'm just off.. Your daddy says the same thing.
I'm sorry girls we didn't get to send off your lanterns tonight. Grandpa said the winds were too strong, and I was worried the lanterns wouldn't take off right and that would upset me so much. So we will try later this week.
I know you're here, and watching over us. Especially your little brothers. I'm sorry I haven't written in so long my loves, I promise to do better.
I love you both so terribly much, and miss your beautiful faces every second of every day .
Always & forever my loves..
" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."
Goodnight angels
