September 30.2014

Hey sweet girls,

It's been a couple of days, I'm sorry. We are doing okay, just getting through some things.

Your little brother is doing really good. Thank you baby girls for watching over him.  I truly know you girls are, in so many ways. You are such beautiful guardian angels.

I love you sweet girls, I love you Alena Marie and Jamie Rae so very very much. I miss you girls so terribly much. How I wish you were here every single day.

Always & forever my baby girls,

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be..."

September 26.2014

I love you baby girls, I love and miss you.

September 25.2014

Hey sweet girls,

It's been a few days, I'm sorry. Mom feels like a crappy mom lately. I just don't know if I'm being as good as a mom as I can be to your brother. I hope I am girls, but idk. I just love you all so terribly much, and want to be the best possible mother I can be to you three. You all are my life, my loves, my everything. I'm alive because of you babies, you keep me going everyday.

I love you pretty girls, I love you both so terribly much. I miss you, and wish you were here everyday.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be... "

September 23.2014

Hey sweet peas,

Just writing to tell you both I love you very very much. I miss you terribly.
I wish you were here every day with us.

Thank you for being our guardian angels, and watching over us every single day.

Love you and miss you Alena and Jamie,

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

September 19.2014

Hey baby loves,

Checking in. Not much to write about today. We went out for a little bit today, but didn't get anything done that we were wanting to. It was a very long day, didn't go very well. But oh well, tomorrow is a new day.

Lots of changes around here.. Some good, some not so good. Just praying and trying to keep the faith for all of them .

I miss you sweet peas, I miss you terribly. I think about you all the time , well you know all this already... But I feel I can't say it enough.

I love you Alena Marie & Jamie Rae, I love you to the moon & back.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

September 17.2014

Hey sweet peas,

Today we all went and hung out and grandma and grandpas house. We all wanted to get to say our goodbyes to aunt momo. She is getting ready to love into her new home. As exciting as it is , it's going to be really really hard. I'm so happy for her and peter starting their new life together, but Ill be more excited when they move back home. Pretty selfish of me, huh?

I guess that's how I am at times , about stuff. Well actually, about you girls, about your brother, about my family. I just want you all here, all the time. I just want to be together.

Thank you baby girls for watching over all of us, especially your little brother.
We miss and love you both so terribly terribly much.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies youll be.."

September 14.2014

Hey pretty girls,

We are hanging on around here. Things are a little rough right now but I'm hoping they continue to get a little better everyday. Please be looking out for your daddy right now... Just needs a little extra guidance from his girls..

I miss you my beautiful angels, I miss you both so terribly much.

I love you baby girls, always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

September 9.2014

Goodnight sweet peas,

I love you and miss you both so very very much.

Thanks for always looking out for all of us, especially your little brother.

I love you baby girls, I love you always & forever...

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

September .8.2014

Hey love bugs,

I miss you both so much. Oh how I wish you were here, how I wish you were here every single day.
I look at your brother all the time and wonder if he looked like you Alena, or you Jamie.. Who would've favored who.. I know there are little parts of both of you in him, and him in you. Always a special connection between siblings, especially you 3. You all are so incredibly special to me, honestly, you all are my life, my everything. My reason for breathing.

I love you Alena and Jamie, I love you so very much.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you forever
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

September 4.2014

Hey love bugs,

Today was not that great of a day. I guess I should be saying we are good.. Because we are healthy, and safe , and together. It just was an interesting day, but we will get through it.. Like we always have to.

Miss you my sweet baby girls, I miss you both so very very much.

I love you sweet peas

Always & forever
Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

September 2.2014

Hey baby girls,

Take a special look out for daddy right now.. He's having a little bit of a rough time right now, he needs you.. Thanks sweet peas.

We are doing pretty good, your little brother is just growing like a weed. I wish you sweet girls were here with me to take care of him, or should I say so I could be taking care of all of you.

I miss you so much baby girls, I love you so terribly much. I think about you all the time , and just miss you so much then you will ever know.

Thanks for looking out for you brother jj and being his guardian angels.

I love you Alena Marie & Jamie Rae, I love you so much.

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
 As long as Im living
My babies you'll be.."