July 30.2014

Hey sweet girls,

Writing to day I'm sorry I haven't wrote in a few days, and to tell you how much I love you and miss you both.

It's all I seem to write anymore, but it's all I think about when I think about you two. I love you so terribly much..

Always & forever girls

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 27.2014

Hey sweetpeas,

Today we hung out at grandmas house with aunt momo and peter. They were heading back so we wanted to see them as much as possible before leaving.

Today was the first time in a while we were able to make it to church, and your brothers first time. He was so tired by time we got there he pretty much passed out lol.

Goodnight my angels, I love and miss you both so very very terribly.
Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 25.2014

Hey my love bugs,

Today was an okay day, nothing too exciting but not bad either.

If you girls can, be on the extra lookout for your daddy.. He just needs a lot of love and support right now and I know you girls are there watching over us. I just want him to be happy.

Tomorrow we are getting your little brother baptized. Now all my babies will be baptized .

Goodnight beautiful girls, I love you both so terribly much. Miss and think about you every single day.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 23. 2014

Hey pretty girls,

Well today we had a good bit more sun, it was nice to see the sunshine today.

Your brother has been feeling a lot better lately, im hoping we have got the gas under control it hurts him so much .

Your aunt mom and peter are coming home this weekend for your brothers baptism. They got a really cute kitten too, she said she is a sweetie. They named her Luna.

We all miss you two so very very much. There is times where I look at your little brother and wonder which one of you he would look like, who's personality would he favor, or would he be a mix of both.. I know you two would be loving on him so much, being how big sisters are..

Goodnight my sweet beautiful angels,..

Know your momma loves and misses you terribly, and wishes you were here everyday.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 22.2014

Hey sweet peas,

It's been raining so much lately. We had sun today but it was so humid you knew it was going to rain, and it did this afternoon. It's been weird , but we can always use the rain.

Jj and I hung out with aunt Ashley and everly today. We just went and walked around walmart for a little, just to get out.

Miss you both so very much. Jj was looking at your shadow box the other night and I was telling him about you girls, and all that's in there.. And I will continue to always tell him  about you,about his two beautiful amazing big sisters.

Thanks for watching over him sweet girls, and being our guardian angels.

Love you both so very very much..

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 20.2014

Hey sweet peas,

Got your brother down to sleep and want to write you and tell you goodnight.

I love you sweet darlings, and miss you both so terribly much. Wish we were all here together..

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 18th.2014

Goodnight my beautiful sweet girls,

Momma loves and misses you both so terribly much. I wish you were here every single day.

I love you baby girls.

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 15th,2014

Hey sweet peas,

Today is your little brothers 2 months. Kinda crazy, huh?

We've been busy around here. Since momo's wedding we've slowed down but still been busy.

I miss and love you girls so very very much, and so so very much wish you were here.

I LOVE YOU always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be .."

July 13.2014

Hey sweet girls,

Sorry I didn't write you last night. We had a last sleepover thingy at grandmas house before your aunt momo left today... It's been kind of a hard day today. As excited as we all are for her and peter for starting their life together and everything the future holds for them, it was terribly hard to say goodbye. I just have to keep remembering they will be coming back..

You guys must be watching over your brother big time. He has been feeling pretty good and been just a happy little guy. He's got some great big sisters.

I love you both so much, and I am so sorry I'm not keeping up with this as well as I should be. I hope you know it doesn't mean I don't think about you any less or love you any less. I still miss you both so terribly and wish you were here every single day, loving on your little brother with me.

I love you Alena Marie and Jamie Rae, always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 11.2014

Hey sweet girls,

I'm so sorry it's been so long since I've wrote you. It's been a crazy week. Your aunt momo's birthdAy, and then she got married 3 days later. It was a beautiful ceremony, and I'm so excited for them and their future together.

Your brother has been having a hard day today, so I wanted to write you before night time because I'm not sure when that will be tonight.

I get so frustrated some days, and I'm not trying to. I want to be the best mom I can be, and a lot of days I feel like such a failure, or that I'm coming up short all the time. It doesn't help that patience is nothing everyday, but I'm trying to be better.

My sweet girls, I love you and miss you both so terribly much.

Always & forever

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you old ever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 5.2014

Hey sweet girls,

Today was your aunt momo's birthday. She turned 21! We had a big dinner with her and friends and family at a Mexican restaurant and sang karaoke, it was a nice time. Idk how but your brother managed to sleep through it all, it was truly amazing it was so loud in there.

People are still setting off fireworks around here, I guess since they are so cheap the day after might as well buy me up huh? Idk.. It gets loud and annoying but who am I to ruin someone's fun.

Well, gonna try and see if we can get some sleep tonight. I love you sweet baby girls, thanks for looking over your little brother.

We love and miss you both so terribly much, and wish you were here everyday.

Always & forever my loves..

Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."

July 3.2014

Goodnight my sweet girls,

I miss you and I'm sorry I haven't wrote in a while.

Always & forever my loves,

Thanks for looking out for us, always.. I love you


Xoxo, mommy

" I'll love you forever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My babies you'll be.."